Mid-Life Crisis

I am deeply entrenched in the "There has to be more..." mentality. Perhaps it's my hormones, or perhaps there really IS more than this and I'm finally ready to go hunt it down. Laziness is one of my weaknesses, so most days when faced with the choice between actually doing something productive, or trying to outwit the players on Wheel of Fortune by figuring out the puzzle before they do, Pat Sajak wins out over my quest for meaning. I've heard it said that change only occurs when the pain of staying the same is worse than the pain of changing. I'm about there.